As part of our church’s drama team, I got the text early in
the week.
“Can you fill in on Sunday morning for the sketch? The girl
who was scheduled has to go out of town unexpectedly.”
I agreed and received a quick rundown on the script. My
director concluded with this comment, “Yours will be the Jesus character.”
Being familiar with church-drama-lingo, I understood this to
mean that my character would be the straight man and the one with the right
answers for the other character who would be struggling with some sort of
problem or choice. The “Jesus character” is always loving, kind, forgiving,
compassionate, patient, full of wisdom, and – well – like Jesus.
That particular week also happened to be a week of
relationship challenges. Harsh words spoken. Unresolved issues led to a
face-off, a dead end, and the ever-popular silent treatment vs. the just-get-over-it-and-act-like-it-didn’t-happen
treatment.
Hey, wait a minute! I thought we were on the road to
redemption!
Standing in church the morning I was scheduled to perform
the sketch, the worship team lead us in song after song about the love of God
until His Presence was so intense I almost couldn’t breathe. My mind, which had
been mulling over the frustrating conversations of the week, became settled and
quiet. Then He spoke. I heard the still, small voice.
“You’re the Jesus character.”
A heavy sigh and, “But, God…,”
“The Jesus character.”
“I know.”
Loving. Kind. Forgiving. Compassionate. Patient. Full of
wisdom.
Why do I have to be the Jesus character in this real-life
piece of drama? Why isn’t he being the Jesus character to me? I’m struggling,
too, you know! And I’m having a real hard time with “just get over it and move
on.”
I wish I wanted to
be the Jesus character! I wish I could
be the Jesus character! Jesus is all these things because He IS love. I am flesh and bone. And flesh.
“Help me, Father.”
There’s the crux. Someone needs to be the Jesus character. And
this business of redemption is on-going and messy.
The process of redemption in relationships is tricky because
there are still feelings involved and memories to deal with and life to be
lived and recovery that hasn’t fully taken place. The work of redemption - buying
back, releasing, forgiving, and rebuilding - all takes place in the midst of
trying not to drown in the hurt of the past.
The truth is, in relationships we take turns being the Jesus
character for each other every day. Some days you might be the straight man
with all the right answers. Other days you might be the guy struggling with a
problem or choice. We’re all in need of a healthy dose of mercy and grace. The
measure of mercy and grace I use with others will determine the measure of mercy
and grace that comes back to me.
Some days my mercy scoop just isn't very generous.
And I realize I have lost my focus.
THE original Jesus character– the One…
…Who gave Himself on
our behalf that He might redeem us (purchase our freedom)
from all iniquity and
purify for Himself a people [to be peculiarly His own,
people who are] eager
and enthusiastic about [living a life that is good
and filled with]
beneficial deeds.
--Titus 2:14 AMP
God – my Lord and Creator – Who said…
Do not fear, for I
have redeemed you;
I have called you by
name; you are Mine!
--Isaiah 43:1 NASB
Benefits I enjoy…
He redeems me from
death
and crowns me with love and tender mercies.
--Psalm 103:4 NLT
My part in this whole deal…
Give thanks to the
Lord, for he is good!
His faithful love endures forever.
Has the Lord redeemed
you? Then speak out!
Tell others he has redeemed you from your
enemies.
--Psalm 107:1-2 NLT
Have I been redeemed by God? Bought with a price? My sins
forgiven? Abundant life now? My home in heaven? Yes, I have.
But I am pretty sure I don’t thank Him enough.
Or speak up
enough.
Or carry a big enough mercy scoop.
How about you?
--Calista
I had a friendship/relationship struggle this week too - with someone at church, no less! It takes a lot to make me angry; but I was. Then God reminded me I had been writing FB posts about "LOVE". We can't love - or be the Jesus character simply when we want to. We are called to be it all the time. But, it's hard, huh?
ReplyDeleteYes, my Friend, I have been reading your posts about love and they have been poking me. ;-) They are every bit good and true!
Deletehmmmm. yes, i could certainly use a bigger MERCY scoop, Father!! and " the ever-popular silent treatment vs. the just-get-over-it-and-act-like-it-didn’t-happen treatment". is one I MYSELF have utilized. and it HURTS!! Remind me to be the Jesus Character, and to carry a BIG Scoop!! Thanks, Calista!! BArb
DeleteI love this so much. I've needed to learn this many times this past year, and you've given such a great picture for mercy. This is, to me, probably the ultimate test of faith. Are we just speaking, or can we actually live beyond our pain in order to allow God to show himself? Thank God we have a choice! You have also reminded me how I miss my Sunday mornings at Grace! :)
ReplyDeleteThe ultimate faith test. Yes. And sometimes just speaking is where faith starts.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE this post! And I needed to read it this week. Thank you so much for linking it to Grace at Home--I'm featuring you this week! God bless you!
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping and for featuring my post this week. I am always glad when someone is blessed by what they read here.
DeleteBeing Jesus certainly is not easy! I'm just trying to let Him be Him through me to those around me at all times. Is that the same? That isn't easy either!
ReplyDeleteJanet, yes, we are talking about the same thing. And you are so right, it is not easy. I like how you put it, "let Him be Him through me." As we are faithful to stay close to Him, He is faithful to give us what we need in the moment. It is God Who does the transforming work of making us more like Jesus. Thank you for stopping by and taking time to read and add your thoughts. I appreciate it.
DeleteI just found this on your home page, Calista. I'm sending a "shotgun" prayer to the "God of the Angel Armies" (THE MESSAGE) THAT His ministering angels will change things to take your difficult circumstances away. I'll pray for a bigger scoop for me too.
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